anyway another week is over, and thats good. good coz i survived another week. apart from thurs, the rest of the week was okay. didnt study much [okay i admit it. didnt study at all] after studying for chem test on wed. i dunno what happened to my time la. it seems to fly by so fast. nvm im gonna mug like shit this weekend and hopefully can catch up. thurs was scary. it felt like when i first came to vj all over again. prob the only thing that has changed is now i know where everything is and i know some pple ard e sch. hmmm.
and i really really really, for the first time ever, regretted my decision to come to vj. i try as much as i can to not regret actions of my own. but for the first time ever on thurs, i really really regretted it. and i hated myself for it. i realized that i am to blame for everything that is making me upset. not coz i let myself by upset, but its coz of my actions thats why things like that happen and thats why i get upset. so thurs was a rough day. but i survived, and thank heavens i dont keep bottles of alcohol in my house like caroline.
and i promise, i'll do it for you
to make our sacrifice worth something.
keep moving everyone, prelims are in nine days!
a star fell from the sky;
1:33 PM